Entry 1

Entry 1: (Thinking about calling it) The Crazy Mixed Up Thoughts of The Bipolar Teen

(A side note about this story. This isn't the beginning. It would be a couple chapters in.)


Look at them..... All of them hate me. I don't blame them, I mean really what is there to like. I'm stupid and ugly and fat. And my friends, they are not friends at all. They are just pretending. Who am I kidding? Even my family can't stand me. I should just make this better for them. I should just go away. No one would notice. They might even celebrate.

The bell rang to be dismissed for lunch.

"I will see you all next period." Miss Tobin said thankful for the half an hour break from the 7th graders.

She walked alone. All others rushed past her. She hated lunch. Just another time to be rejected from everyone.

"Eliza wait up." A voice called.

"Hi Abigale." Eliza greeted her "friend" with a fake smile on her face. Eliza she hates you. The only reason she even pretends she is your friend is because she feels bad for you. She wishes someone would take this burden from her. She wishes someone else would be your pity friend. That's all you deserve are pity friends. You are a burden. You are hard to be with. Just make their suffering end. Be a good friend to Abigale and take her burden from her shoulders and throw it down the drain. If you love Abigale like a sister then help her with her burden.

"What are you going to have for lunch today?" Abigale smiled at her.

"The usual." Eliza paused, "Look at Zander today doesn't he look so hot!"

"When are you two going to go out. You always flirt with each other during Miss Tobin's class."

"I don't know. I guess when he asks me out." Like he ever would. He is popular. Why would he waste his time with you. You are ugly and annoying. "Let's go eat."

The thought of food brought a real smile to her face, her one true friend, food.

Intro

I want a blog where I can post my writing and then people can read and rate and comment. I will try to get an entry up as soon as possible and I will try to post stories every other week, but no promises. Thank you I hope you can help me decide what stories to finish, what needs work, and what is just no good.